1st day of Nov'12

11月的第一天,该是美好的... but我miss掉了那机会...
脑海想着的和实际的行动竟然背倒而行... Oh God..>.<

我输给了勇气, 一再的提醒自己要好好地把握...
可每次都没珍惜... 真的有够笨的
笨到直接撞墙算了啦 ... T.T

Miss掉的是否还会出现？应该有的吧...? 只要keep the faith,
and believe it...
I'm sure that 2nd chance will be given soon...

Fighting Jasmine~ ~ ~ Aza Aza...

怪怪的Monday

有点点的心情低落...不知为何事
最近老是觉得工作很没有challenging...

When the time we voiced out our opinion, ends up our boss will said: 是酱的咯，习惯就好 =.=
真的什么都习惯就好吗？不见得...!!! 怪不得公司一直都drop sales，全部人都不合作
有些还倚老卖老的，以为是公司的元老就不敢的对您动刀吗??? 只能怪我们的CEO,纵容生产部的人...

怎么最近老是觉得事情怎么都不顺心...???
呼...郁闷的咧

Noticed Someone

进入第三个月的来回新柔，说真的：蛮累人的。应该算是进入状况吧...
最近不知为何的老是注意起一个人
他，不像一般的会看手机
也不像一般的会吱咋吵闹
他，总是一个人静静的等待

我们每天见面两次（早和晚），都会被他挑起我的注意力...够力鸟咯
一星期5天，total 10次见面...
可最近，我都会提早的出门，避免与他相见...coz I found out that some of the time, I will miss him during my work,  but what am I doing for this???
Even can't explain on it... huhuhuhu

I don't think he will notice on me, and what the hell I'm missing him neh? Stop thinking Stop thinking... focus on your work pls~ ~

Hmm... Can I just ask him: hey guy, can I know your name? 
Oh no, what's wrong with me??? Am I illness?

第五个星期

已经是第五个星期...
生活还是一样的: --> 早上5点出门，傍晚7.30pm回家
还是一样的单身...
到底是好还是不好？

曾经对身边的朋友们大喊：单身万岁！！！
可最近竟然羡慕起有伴侣的亲们... 这什么会事啊...???
还是该说：我累了，想找个人来依靠下吧...
可以找谁？有酱容易吗？缘分这东西...
好像离我很远乜...

呃，其实最近好像是喜欢上一个人...
可不确定那是否喜欢的感觉... 很抽象咧
自己也搞不懂， 反正顺其自然咯
不想强迫，因我知道自己不是他所喜欢的类型...

Week 4th Status

进入第四星期，应该是进入佳境...
But...好似依然逗留在半装态

首先，在这星期要进行减肥计划...
S$3千多的产品，势必要把那一团团肥油给消除掉！！
果然必须要意志力坚定，加上运动...
相信应该可以达到效果

第二，不知不觉将要满4个月在这公司
到底老板是要confirm的吗？又不找人谈谈的, 是要怎样哦？
hmm... I'm planned that once get the confirmation, wanna to buy myself a new phone (Galaxy Note)
Had aim it long time ago, until SIII lauched also can't get myself a new phone...
Already asked boss, but until today yet to receive any info from HR...
Sould I ask him again? Or shall I just wait for another month?

3星期的新生活

今天第13天来回，每天周旋于新山与新国...早出晚归，就为了那么点的钱...值得吗？
实话说：这的确很累的，平均每晚睡4小时，几乎清晨0445就得出发到custom...
Although it's took 7min drive from home to custom, but still needed jam for bus waiting.

Yesterday knew that our beloved sister Ang will started to work in SG coming Aug. She suggested to group few person for carpool instead of taking bus, coz it's sweating when you arrive your work place :P
But where to get free parking in SG? Some more really need to familiar with SG road to avoid any ERP... Is that worth to drive in everyday? Since we got no SG car & have to drive in Msia car, cost S$ 20/entry need to paid, but how's parking fees? Do we really get the free parking like Msia?
Headache question...

In this 3 weeks travelled, realised that a lot of people same as us... Travel to SG in earlier morning just to earn the high exchange rate in RM.
Wondered why SG room rental is much more higher than others? A common room can cost up until S$900 without air-cond (room sharing). This is the reason why I had move back to JB & started to travel in out SG... Tiring... =.=
In fact, we get our freedom at all... Least get a whole unit with cost RM300 without landlord, we can cook ourself or do whatever we want. You can't do or act like this in SG coz your landlord will look over you...

It's worth to exchange our freedom & lifestyle... so keep on travel between jb & sg...
Gambatah...

10 years

常在想，有爸爸的感觉真好...
Time has pass... 10 years without you dad...
Our life still keep going on... but somehow, miss you a lot..

看见身边有爸爸的画面，很羡慕...
If you're still alive, what we will do? Are we going have fun like them?
What will be happen in our life?
In this 10 years, missing you a lot...

I guess I'm too tired to be alone...
Dad, wanted to tell... I never regret to had a dad like you...
Dad, rest in peace...
Pray in precious name in Jesus, Amen!